如果让我遇见你
我该如何浅浅微笑
来掩饰内心的雀跃
和那颗
砰然的心

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Look down the ground below is crumbling
Look up the stars are all exploding
It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams
Between the dust and the debris
There's a light surrounding you and me
It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams
And you hold me closer than I can ever remember being held
I'm not afraid to sleep now, if we can stay like this until
It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me? I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside
In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me? I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside

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在梦里。内心疼痛。

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被人冤枉的感觉真不好受。有点打摆子的感觉。冷热不均。爱是不是也是这样，忽远忽近，时好时坏，时晴时雨。

去了Queensland. Gold coast, movie world, outback spectacular, paradise country, infinity. 真好。海边捡了很多贝壳。天很蓝，阳光很灿烂，海风很清爽，我还一边感慨昆士兰帅哥美女真多啊真多…只可惜，我想我还是更适合一个人过自己的日子。不想和太多人住在一起。很烦。没有办法，现在的心情就是这样，很烦。我还是很想要自己的空间的吧。其实最近状态都不是很好，好像在神游，来昆士兰也没什么感觉，要回去了也没什么感觉，作业没做也没什么感觉。好像我就是神游来了然后明天再神游回去。- -真悲剧。

走了一大圈，其实我最喜欢的，还是在海边，追着海鸥跑，躲浪花，或者躺在沙滩上，晒太阳。

我发现，我还是孩子气。btw, qqzone里，被人贴了n个孩子气est系列的标签。

有时候，想be nice都很难。干脆放弃算了。

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